EM was ok.. the ans are all damn nice.. mostly whole numbers..
gave the teacher 21 marks for free.. the result of lazy to study for certain topics.. yayness..
nvm.. don't care
OC tml.. didn't study..
wonder how many supp papers i have to take during the holidays..

o ya.. and that time i got slightly drunk ben and shereen told me is cause i really drank too much.. not because i weak:DDDDDDD

Labels: look at the bright side of life:D

woo!! had PIPC1 paper yesterday.. i'm like soooo gonna flunk that paper.. supp paper here i come!!
went studying with them at the library after the paper and left at 2 to meet shereen..
the bridge beside the library connected to design school is useless man!!
the top of the bridge is so damn high up that it doesn't shelter any rain at all..
by the time i got to shereen i'm like half wet..
and i seriously meant HALF.. only my left side was wet-.-
then went to ben's house and took zoey to my house and back to ben's house-.-
ben came home and brought VODKA!! no idea how to spell it cause i only drink it..
drank some and got slightly drunk.. damn
first i felt floaty-ish..
then my head felt damn heavy
in the end my head started throbbing like mad!!
despite all these.. i went ASTONS at KATONG to have dinner with shereen and ben..
slept there cause i couldn't stand the throbbing..
after they finished their food, i faster went home cause i seriously need a sleep..
got home, got nagged by my father cause he thought i'm super drunk.. and i'm not suppose to drink alcholic drinks outside anyway..
but i'm not that drunk what.. the fact that i can make it home all by myself without even falling once shows that i'm still ok..
went to bed after that..
but i seriously felt damn irritated cause i got slightly drunk..
it's not the first time i drank..
then i got so easily drunk.. and none of the times felt as awful as last night..
felt so weak and useless:((((((((((


happy belated birthday eileen!!
surprised her at her house at god knows what time is it..
yep.. she kept saying that she's dumb for not guessing there was something fishy going on cause her bro and her mum were in this with us.
haloooo!! it's a surprise!! it's suppose to make you reveal that classic look that only happens once a year!!
so we ate the cake.. ate some stuff her mum cooked for us..
huixian was eyeing on eileen's bro cause he's cute.. poor guy i should say.. HAHA!!
then serene, eileen, huixian and wanting played mahjong.
i'm the one that's sitting there eating away the whole time cause i have no talent in learning gambling:(
then yewhao reached eileen's house and played a few rounds of mahjong after wanting left..
o ya.. did i mention eileen's little bro played mahjong too? he's like 12 years old.. and he won the 3 other 17 year oldsssss.. smart and cute but noisy man that guy..
then gossiped till 11 plus??
her mum asked us to go home early..
sent huixian to her house then me, yewhao and serene went to serene's house.
met gary on the way.. yewhao's friend..
intended to sleep but didn't sleep in the end..
played UNO till we're dead bored..
gary showed us a website which there were pic of ppl who died horribly.. seriously.. there were pics whereby the face came out or the brain spilled out and stuff.. or ppl who were badly injured..
example is a hand that went inside some kind of shredder or something.. that shredder pro man!! you can see the out of shape hand(the whole palm part plus a bit of the wrist) with a finger dangling cause the shredder didn't shred that particular finger properly..
were serene and i disgusted? nah!! fascinated? yepyep!!
you don't see this kind of thing everyday..... or should i say in asia?? cause ppl in that site are westerners..
ok.. finished the interesting part and we were all bored again!!
gary and serene psycho me to not go school the next day.. evil ppl.. haha
so i didn't go school.. had no idea what i missed..
planned to go ktv at 2pm but overslept!!
and that awesome yewhao actually took pics of me sleeping!! nice one..
then we all slacked for the rest of the day.. without even studying at all.. guilty.......
then we went home at 9 i think..
o ya.. huixian they all suggested serene to rape gary and steal his first kiss or something.. unfortunately she didn't do it:(


took photos from wanting.. will update asap:)

damn it.. cannot upload photos again




awesome day yesterday!!
and i really meant AWESOME not the usual sarcarstic awesome i always say!!
ok.. yesterday i had 2 suprises!! SERIOUSLY UNEXPECTED SURPRISES!!

surprise 1
i was walking to my bus stop, on my way going to school to have EM remedial until terence called to say that EM remedial was cancelled and they were meeting at 1 instead.
i was like SIAN i don't want to walk home again.. then ter said he on his way to school so i can go school and meet him at the library first.
ok.. went library, met him.
he was playing with his psp.. then henry called me.
ter said he want to go down buy drink so he left our usual corner.
i was stilll on the phone with henry until suddenly i heard, 'happy birthday to you..'
i turned and got shocked.. as in literally shocked man.. i hung up and just froze there.
i seriously didn't know how to react.
then i realised that they replaced a brithday cake with my favourite DURIAN.
they knew i don't like eating cakes so they bought a box of REAL DURIAN, with candles on the box. then i think is no space or something.. cause may yi and lynn was like holding the candles with their hands..
ok.. then they gave me a present.
first part, i opened and found a electronic firecracker inside.. is was damn shocked cause i've never received such present before i mean is a CHINESE NEW YEAR FIRECRACKER.. come on man..
then i realised there was another thing inside the box!!
there was another small package in the box.
unwrapping that small package was hard work man. is wrapped with.. DUCT TAPE.. and i meant LOTS AND LOTS OF DUCT TAPE.
all these were the hard work by terence:) nice one..
so i realised that real present is a NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS WALLET!!
thanx guys!! really loved the present.. er.. also the firecracker..
and then they made me wear the firecracker thing around my neck and walk around the whole school-.-
and they we ate the durian 'cake' like in the middle of no where and ppl just stare at us cause we're eating durian-.-
the thing about tp is that you meet lots of ppl that are weird and have fun in many weird ways.
and they made me do funny poses with the firecracker and the durian.. super unglam-.-


there's a switch!!



having FLU today!!
awesome time to catch a flu..
is like one week before my exams.. yayness
had a really long day today.. woo!!
anyway.. thanx shawn korkor for wishing me early on a VERY NORMAL FRIDAY TML.
haha.. but seriously.. thanx korkor!! first one to wish me!!
going out with chopchop tml btw..
gotta get well by tml!!


sadzzzzzzzzzz again..................
went bedok reservoir to slack with chopchop after school..
then went her house..
didn't really feel better somemore made her emo also:(
gossiped a while and we both cheered up slightly..
but is not those kind of evil gossips:D
went home after that......... sian day.............

Labels: life is disappointing:(

survived MEB project presentation today!! well.. hopfully..

didn't mean to be rude though.. sorry mr khoo!!

CSAS presentation.. another awesome one..

mr lim say i didn't contribute enough ideas? ok lo.. anything.. what can i say..

went to watch G.I JOE with lynn, ter and huina:)

it's a nice movie.. you ppl should go watch it..

finally, ugly pic of the day:)

ugly pic of the day.. when i say ugly i meant myself only.. don't misunderstand ppl..

almost forgot.. ugly pic of the day.



anyway.. went out with some choir friends last night.
hui na left first.
aaron and lin yu reached at 11 plus and matthew, hazel and serene left shortly after.
so it's left with aaron, jordon, don, lin yu and me.
3 tenors plus 2 sopranos:D
lin yu went home at 4 plus?
yep..
i got to thank the 3 guys who accompanied me all the way till 8 plus.. THANK YOU!!
we crapped for the whole night(mostly aaron:D).. ok.. i missed out some of the parts cause i fell asleep.
went hui na house to do MEB project.
seriously K.Oed
slept throughout.
went IKEA to have lunch after that and went home.

Labels: i'm feeling so sad and i have no idea why.

photos for 'the next chapter' performance:)





choir performance went well today
happy plus tired day:)
shall update photos when they send me.
recently my temper damn bad laaaaaa!!
anyhow also can get pissed off!!
is it because i'm tired or stress? or is it of some dumb shit reason.. hopefully not.
kept misusing vulgarities!!
cannot always use!!
damn it man.
anyway i found more old ugly pics.. so can upload more:)

next, revealing of angelsssss!!
haha.. i'm obviously huina's angel:)
to huina: so now you know who i love most in choir? haha
and my angel is zyndieeee!!
guessed it!! haha.. she's a nice angel.. bought me lollipop plus honey stars!!
with 2 letters!!
thanx zyndie!!


ugly pic of the day!!


had OC test today..
i'm confident of getting 2/25 marks!!
haha..
ok.. went bedok inter with huina then went to meet huixian and jason after huina left with her friend.
missed tom yam ramen at home cause i had dinner outside:(
damn it..
nvm.. just counselled huixian just now about relationship stuff.
succeed already then the bastard came to spoil everything.
stop saying like you have no choice but to give her up.
you don't even treat her as your girlfriend in the first place.
listen up man. i don't care if you're smart or other people who thinks that you're good looking.
compared to huixian, YOU'RE NOTHING.
huixian has a good heart. YOU'RE the one who's not good enough for her.
so don't come and give us those bullshit to make yourself feel better.
if you're reading this, you will say that i'm not a good person myself and have no position to say this about you.
but at least i KNOW i'm a bastard and i don't just go around trying to gain pity from people just to make myself feel better.
so.. pls just get lost and get the freakin hell out of her life.
if you meant what you said by asking her to move on, then pls stop sending all these crap msgs to make her life more miserable.
thank you. we'll seriously appreciate that A LOT.


found some random old pics to show that looks doesn't matter?
i'm damn freakin ugly in sec2

me:)

choir was great today.. had fun doing the dance of the 'nobody' song..
seriously does looks really matter? can someone answer me? i don't know.. i'm more attracted to people with intelligence more than looks.. i think.. i'm a leo:D
and.. i don't hate anyone from tp.. and i won't go till the extent of anti-ing someone just because of a small matter that i can get over easily.. thanx anyway guys:)

Labels: I LOVE MY MORTAL. ANS SHALL BE REVEALED ON THURSDAY:DD

Labels: B-O-R-E-D

Labels: yea man:D i'm fine:DD getting over a guy is a piece of cake for me:D

EM was ok.. the ans are all damn nice.. mostly whole numbers..
gave the teacher 21 marks for free.. the result of lazy to study for certain topics.. yayness..
nvm.. don't care
OC tml.. didn't study..
wonder how many supp papers i have to take during the holidays..

o ya.. and that time i got slightly drunk ben and shereen told me is cause i really drank too much.. not because i weak:DDDDDDD

Labels: look at the bright side of life:D

woo!! had PIPC1 paper yesterday.. i'm like soooo gonna flunk that paper.. supp paper here i come!!
went studying with them at the library after the paper and left at 2 to meet shereen..
the bridge beside the library connected to design school is useless man!!
the top of the bridge is so damn high up that it doesn't shelter any rain at all..
by the time i got to shereen i'm like half wet..
and i seriously meant HALF.. only my left side was wet-.-
then went to ben's house and took zoey to my house and back to ben's house-.-
ben came home and brought VODKA!! no idea how to spell it cause i only drink it..
drank some and got slightly drunk.. damn
first i felt floaty-ish..
then my head felt damn heavy
in the end my head started throbbing like mad!!
despite all these.. i went ASTONS at KATONG to have dinner with shereen and ben..
slept there cause i couldn't stand the throbbing..
after they finished their food, i faster went home cause i seriously need a sleep..
got home, got nagged by my father cause he thought i'm super drunk.. and i'm not suppose to drink alcholic drinks outside anyway..
but i'm not that drunk what.. the fact that i can make it home all by myself without even falling once shows that i'm still ok..
went to bed after that..
but i seriously felt damn irritated cause i got slightly drunk..
it's not the first time i drank..
then i got so easily drunk.. and none of the times felt as awful as last night..
felt so weak and useless:((((((((((


happy belated birthday eileen!!
surprised her at her house at god knows what time is it..
yep.. she kept saying that she's dumb for not guessing there was something fishy going on cause her bro and her mum were in this with us.
haloooo!! it's a surprise!! it's suppose to make you reveal that classic look that only happens once a year!!
so we ate the cake.. ate some stuff her mum cooked for us..
huixian was eyeing on eileen's bro cause he's cute.. poor guy i should say.. HAHA!!
then serene, eileen, huixian and wanting played mahjong.
i'm the one that's sitting there eating away the whole time cause i have no talent in learning gambling:(
then yewhao reached eileen's house and played a few rounds of mahjong after wanting left..
o ya.. did i mention eileen's little bro played mahjong too? he's like 12 years old.. and he won the 3 other 17 year oldsssss.. smart and cute but noisy man that guy..
then gossiped till 11 plus??
her mum asked us to go home early..
sent huixian to her house then me, yewhao and serene went to serene's house.
met gary on the way.. yewhao's friend..
intended to sleep but didn't sleep in the end..
played UNO till we're dead bored..
gary showed us a website which there were pic of ppl who died horribly.. seriously.. there were pics whereby the face came out or the brain spilled out and stuff.. or ppl who were badly injured..
example is a hand that went inside some kind of shredder or something.. that shredder pro man!! you can see the out of shape hand(the whole palm part plus a bit of the wrist) with a finger dangling cause the shredder didn't shred that particular finger properly..
were serene and i disgusted? nah!! fascinated? yepyep!!
you don't see this kind of thing everyday..... or should i say in asia?? cause ppl in that site are westerners..
ok.. finished the interesting part and we were all bored again!!
gary and serene psycho me to not go school the next day.. evil ppl.. haha
so i didn't go school.. had no idea what i missed..
planned to go ktv at 2pm but overslept!!
and that awesome yewhao actually took pics of me sleeping!! nice one..
then we all slacked for the rest of the day.. without even studying at all.. guilty.......
then we went home at 9 i think..
o ya.. huixian they all suggested serene to rape gary and steal his first kiss or something.. unfortunately she didn't do it:(


took photos from wanting.. will update asap:)

damn it.. cannot upload photos again




awesome day yesterday!!
and i really meant AWESOME not the usual sarcarstic awesome i always say!!
ok.. yesterday i had 2 suprises!! SERIOUSLY UNEXPECTED SURPRISES!!

surprise 1
i was walking to my bus stop, on my way going to school to have EM remedial until terence called to say that EM remedial was cancelled and they were meeting at 1 instead.
i was like SIAN i don't want to walk home again.. then ter said he on his way to school so i can go school and meet him at the library first.
ok.. went library, met him.
he was playing with his psp.. then henry called me.
ter said he want to go down buy drink so he left our usual corner.
i was stilll on the phone with henry until suddenly i heard, 'happy birthday to you..'
i turned and got shocked.. as in literally shocked man.. i hung up and just froze there.
i seriously didn't know how to react.
then i realised that they replaced a brithday cake with my favourite DURIAN.
they knew i don't like eating cakes so they bought a box of REAL DURIAN, with candles on the box. then i think is no space or something.. cause may yi and lynn was like holding the candles with their hands..
ok.. then they gave me a present.
first part, i opened and found a electronic firecracker inside.. is was damn shocked cause i've never received such present before i mean is a CHINESE NEW YEAR FIRECRACKER.. come on man..
then i realised there was another thing inside the box!!
there was another small package in the box.
unwrapping that small package was hard work man. is wrapped with.. DUCT TAPE.. and i meant LOTS AND LOTS OF DUCT TAPE.
all these were the hard work by terence:) nice one..
so i realised that real present is a NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS WALLET!!
thanx guys!! really loved the present.. er.. also the firecracker..
and then they made me wear the firecracker thing around my neck and walk around the whole school-.-
and they we ate the durian 'cake' like in the middle of no where and ppl just stare at us cause we're eating durian-.-
the thing about tp is that you meet lots of ppl that are weird and have fun in many weird ways.
and they made me do funny poses with the firecracker and the durian.. super unglam-.-


there's a switch!!



having FLU today!!
awesome time to catch a flu..
is like one week before my exams.. yayness
had a really long day today.. woo!!
anyway.. thanx shawn korkor for wishing me early on a VERY NORMAL FRIDAY TML.
haha.. but seriously.. thanx korkor!! first one to wish me!!
going out with chopchop tml btw..
gotta get well by tml!!


sadzzzzzzzzzz again..................
went bedok reservoir to slack with chopchop after school..
then went her house..
didn't really feel better somemore made her emo also:(
gossiped a while and we both cheered up slightly..
but is not those kind of evil gossips:D
went home after that......... sian day.............

Labels: life is disappointing:(

survived MEB project presentation today!! well.. hopfully..

didn't mean to be rude though.. sorry mr khoo!!

CSAS presentation.. another awesome one..

mr lim say i didn't contribute enough ideas? ok lo.. anything.. what can i say..

went to watch G.I JOE with lynn, ter and huina:)

it's a nice movie.. you ppl should go watch it..

finally, ugly pic of the day:)

ugly pic of the day.. when i say ugly i meant myself only.. don't misunderstand ppl..

almost forgot.. ugly pic of the day.



anyway.. went out with some choir friends last night.
hui na left first.
aaron and lin yu reached at 11 plus and matthew, hazel and serene left shortly after.
so it's left with aaron, jordon, don, lin yu and me.
3 tenors plus 2 sopranos:D
lin yu went home at 4 plus?
yep..
i got to thank the 3 guys who accompanied me all the way till 8 plus.. THANK YOU!!
we crapped for the whole night(mostly aaron:D).. ok.. i missed out some of the parts cause i fell asleep.
went hui na house to do MEB project.
seriously K.Oed
slept throughout.
went IKEA to have lunch after that and went home.

Labels: i'm feeling so sad and i have no idea why.

photos for 'the next chapter' performance:)





choir performance went well today
happy plus tired day:)
shall update photos when they send me.
recently my temper damn bad laaaaaa!!
anyhow also can get pissed off!!
is it because i'm tired or stress? or is it of some dumb shit reason.. hopefully not.
kept misusing vulgarities!!
cannot always use!!
damn it man.
anyway i found more old ugly pics.. so can upload more:)

next, revealing of angelsssss!!
haha.. i'm obviously huina's angel:)
to huina: so now you know who i love most in choir? haha
and my angel is zyndieeee!!
guessed it!! haha.. she's a nice angel.. bought me lollipop plus honey stars!!
with 2 letters!!
thanx zyndie!!


ugly pic of the day!!


had OC test today..
i'm confident of getting 2/25 marks!!
haha..
ok.. went bedok inter with huina then went to meet huixian and jason after huina left with her friend.
missed tom yam ramen at home cause i had dinner outside:(
damn it..
nvm.. just counselled huixian just now about relationship stuff.
succeed already then the bastard came to spoil everything.
stop saying like you have no choice but to give her up.
you don't even treat her as your girlfriend in the first place.
listen up man. i don't care if you're smart or other people who thinks that you're good looking.
compared to huixian, YOU'RE NOTHING.
huixian has a good heart. YOU'RE the one who's not good enough for her.
so don't come and give us those bullshit to make yourself feel better.
if you're reading this, you will say that i'm not a good person myself and have no position to say this about you.
but at least i KNOW i'm a bastard and i don't just go around trying to gain pity from people just to make myself feel better.
so.. pls just get lost and get the freakin hell out of her life.
if you meant what you said by asking her to move on, then pls stop sending all these crap msgs to make her life more miserable.
thank you. we'll seriously appreciate that A LOT.


found some random old pics to show that looks doesn't matter?
i'm damn freakin ugly in sec2

me:)

choir was great today.. had fun doing the dance of the 'nobody' song..
seriously does looks really matter? can someone answer me? i don't know.. i'm more attracted to people with intelligence more than looks.. i think.. i'm a leo:D
and.. i don't hate anyone from tp.. and i won't go till the extent of anti-ing someone just because of a small matter that i can get over easily.. thanx anyway guys:)

Labels: I LOVE MY MORTAL. ANS SHALL BE REVEALED ON THURSDAY:DD

Labels: B-O-R-E-D

Labels: yea man:D i'm fine:DD getting over a guy is a piece of cake for me:D

yanya

CASSANDRA TAN YANYA
SEVENTEEN
14 AUGUST 92
TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC
SCHOOL OF APPLIED SCIENCE
CHEMICAL ENGINEERING
YEAR 2

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